Sunday, December 5, 2010

78701






Thoughts from a different (work) zip code-

I love my job and the people I work with, especially my boss. It's a relief to finally have a job and be able to support myself and my son. It's still so incredible to be downtown with all the great restaurants and action. It's a foodie's paradise here. And I'm a 1/2 block from the trail and lake.
Parker and I usually head down to the water and parks every weekend along with a trip to Whole Foods for veggies and the playscape on the plaza. There is ice skating up there right now! I think I'm going to try it and hopefully Parker can just hold onto me the whole time.
Happy holidays to my friends and family!

Photos are- view from my boss's window at work, Parker on Town Lake at Shoal Creek, playscape on plaza, old trestle over Shoal Creek and another shot of the Whole Foods Plaza.

78704




I have not posted in a LONG time. I'm perm and moved into my own place in Austin. 78704! Keep South Austin even weirder! I love it down here. It's just under 4 miles to work and I found a great new daycare for Parker that's on the way. That saves me about 40 minutes a day and we are both a lot happier when we get home. My apartment is in this cool older community with a green belt running through it and tons of trees. It's like living in a tree house. I can't wait until my balcony area is complete and the weather turns slightly warmer. I see lots of evenings being spent out there on comfy chairs with candles sparkling amidst lush greenery.
The inside is mostly done. I need a few bookcases, a chaise lounge/sofa chair and a possible a bench by the door. But for now, everything's unpacked. It's so awesome to have my own kitchen again! I've been a cooking fool. It feels so nice to be settled after the years of not having my own place. Parker doesn't know what to do with his own room. The cat spends the most time in there, mainly to escape Parker since he's never in there.

Saturday, June 12, 2010

I'm grateful that after all these weeks of searching for a job and jumping through hoops to make sure I did everything "right" for the state, I am finally employed. Downtown, no less! Being down there makes me feel...better. I like Round Rock, but it could be anywhere. Downtown is Austin, all weird and funky with high-rises, cowboy boots and bats. With water and green and people moving. Excitement and possibility. The reason I moved here. Now to turn this temp job into a perm position.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Live From Austin

So we've been in Austin for a week now. All settled into our temp place. I will always be grateful and thankful for my friends who took me in. Parker's so happy. He loves the dogs and can even call both of them by name. Quite a feat for a kidlet who still isn't talking. He learned how to say banana on the drive down here and we sang Twinkle Twinkle Little Star until he fell asleep. He did great and behaved wonderfully despite having his nap cut short and then strapped into a car seat.
Now time to find a job and then a place to live. Only good things ahead for us. Pictures soon. The bluebells are in bloom so poor Parker has to go sit in a field of them and pose like he's having the time of his life.

Monday, March 29, 2010

Things Mom Dresses Me In


Don't you just love it?

Monday Morning

Today I saw K driving down the street as I looked out the window while changing Parker. I knew most likely he had to pass our place on the way to his. But I'd been lucky and not seen him. It upset me a lot more than I realized. In fact, I think it gave me a minor panic attack. I can't wait to move. It's very unsettling to have him living across the street. My arm is still sore to the touch almost a month later. But Parker and I spent some time outside and I feel much better.

Sunday, March 28, 2010

This just happened somewhere in the internets-

*****says: pepsi has too much sugar in it for me....I'll drink it if I have
to...but *shrugs*

Why would you HAVE to drink soda? Is there not water? Maybe juice as a last resort...

Saturday, March 27, 2010

A Little Ditty About My Windshield

Right before I moved away from MO, my windshield was cracked by baseball size hail during a tornado. I just dealt with it, but once I moved to Texas, the heat here made lots more cracks. I finally convinced K to replace it. And I seriously lived in dread that it would get a rock chip or more hail damage. And then one day, a crack appeared and spread like wildfire. I somehow managed to get it replaced for free even though I was 2,000 miles away from the company that repaired it. Then a vent started to leak every time it rained hard. Then I noticed a warp. Then I got a rock chip. So I headed back to the first place that replaced it and viola! I am getting a new windshield tomorrow. It's about the one lucky thing that's happened to me in the past month. I'm very excited to get yet another shiny windshield and hopefully it was the install that made water leak into the vent.

Friday, March 26, 2010

One Week Before Yet Another Move

It's about time for me to get busy packing. Ugh. I'm just not motivated at all. However, here are some highlights from our week-

We met with a behaviorist on Thursday who said Parker was acting normal for his age and he would be fine as long as he had me, his primary caregiver. I have noticed a big change in him since we've been home together.

My favorite moment- Carmy the cat meowed and Parker waved back to him. Too cute!

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Feeling Better



I woke up today feeling much better. It could be that Parker slept in until 8. I cranked up the heat last night and covered him with blankets in hopes he would sleep a little later than 6 am. And it worked! I was boiling hot all night, but whatever. Parker and I are getting back into our home-together routine. We still have to hit the road after breakfast, but he's fussing a lot less during the day. I'm not getting a lot of packing done though! But making Parker feel better is more important. I can pack like crazy the last week we are here.
I somehow thought today was Easter so after collecting boxes from a friend's house (whom I convinced it was Easter as well), we went to the grocery store for more boxes and Easter dinner ingredients. I was surprised there wasn't more ham out and that it wasn't on sale. *cough cough* We are having a lovely sunday supper of jalapeno mustard ham with pan roasted carrots, pickled golden and rainbow beets, sauteed beet greens and roasted asparagus. And then in two weeks, we can celebrate Easter all over again!
I would just like to add after the fact, that roasted asparagus is just about the best thing ever. I was reading Crazy Aunt Purl's blog last night and got inspired to make roasty veggies. I left out the garlic in hopes Mr. P would eat. He took a bite. The beet greens come in second on the flavor scale. Thanks to my father for the idea. Parker ate lots of ham and dinner was a success!

Q-Tips


Here are a couple pictures of the kidlet getting himself ready this morning. I especially love that he puts the used Q-tip BACK in the container after he's done cleaning his ears.

Saturday, March 20, 2010

This woman along with my oldest friend inspired me to blog- http://www.crazyauntpurl.com/archives/2009/11/friday_the_13th.php

I can only hope to inspire someone else the way she has done for me.

Someday soon, I will find my place that's happy and centered. Knowing what I want and actively seeking it are the first steps. In the meantime, I'm distancing myself from negativity and those that don't believe in me. I believe in me and the laughter of my son. I believe in the sheer joy of his smile when he sees me. I believe in the love the cat I rescued 13 years ago gives me. I believe in the happiness that girl who wanted the pink scarf I made for myself, but I had to sell, found in what I created. I believe in passing it on. You get what you give. And maybe I have already found my place. Maybe it's just a matter of accepting what I already know to be true.

Sunday, March 14, 2010

Now that's it's Spring



I'll post this picture of Parker in the snow on Christmas Day. I love these mittens of his. He puts them on and then roars like a monster with his hands stuck out straight in front of him. He's got the flames confused with something else...but it's still very cute.

And here is a picture of him eating his first meal on his booster seat. Before you ask, that's about a typical meal for him.
I think the more times I move, the less attached to my things I become.

Saturday, March 13, 2010

The Crack of Dawn

My darling son decided to get up before the sun today. I had to figure out things to do before we could head to the Downtown Art Market which doesn't open until 9 am. I was supposed to have a table there today, but things happen...
I was struck again today by how small it is. I'm so grateful there is something like this in Lubbock, but it's tiny. I'll have so many more possibilities once I move and a vibrant art scene that embraces crafting. I did get an idea for a free form yarn scarf today. I think it will sell even in a warm climate. I should have gotten the lady's number to ask her how many she sold today. She was selling her scarves made of strands of yarn for the same price as I sell knitted scarves. I don't think I have to say how much more work knitting an item is.
On the packing side of things, I didn't do much more than go through yarn and manage *gasp* to part with some. I got all my projects sorted into bags and packed up my main yarn bag with things to work on. I'm still going to make sure my yarn boxes are close to the front in the storage unit just in case! But I have more than enough to work on for myself, gifts, to sell and for Parker.

Thursday, March 11, 2010

It took my son almost a week to notice his dad was gone. I think that says something. His father won't visit him or even talk to him on the phone until "this" is resolved. Parker's been upset because I've been upset. He's been clingy. But tonight he heard a noise outside in the parking lot and went over to the window to look and then went to the stairs and pointed. That's the first indication of him missing his dad. It hurts me that my son doesn't find things moved and boxes all over strange. Parker's ok with it, but I'm not. I want better for my son. I don't want him to know a life of moving all the time like I did.

Oh, the joy of packing

And then unpacking to find a can of black beans and salsa. I do have to say that it's a relief to be cooking just for my son and I now. Our food tastes are much more similar and I don't have to cook two different meals for us...most of the time.
I've made a little headway on packing. Most of the week has been spent on appointments, a necessary evil. I'm very proud of myself though for finally parting with Parker's baby clothes. I'm donating them to the women's shelter that's helping me out. And I'm getting rid of some of my books as well.
And I was able to make Parker a well-baby check-up appointment today. That was an incredible relief and joy to know he has medical coverage once again and that I have medical coverage as well. I'm not sure Parker will be as happy about it since he has to get shots. Poor kiddo!

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

Eating Animals

I've been mostly silently for awhile. Going through some private things that I don't care to discuss here. I would like to talk about the book I'm reading though. Anyone who has eaten a meal or two with me should know that I was once a vegetarian and feel pretty strongly about how animals in this country destined to be food are treated. I am perfectly happy eating a meat-free meal/diet except when I was pregnant. I think it was the iron I needed because, quite frankly, I could not eat enough spinach or hamburger. Mostly, it was spinach I craved though. I ate it at all three meals and woke up craving more and craved hamburgers which I have never had an urge to eat before. But only my hamburgers (Recipe upon request).
So about this book. I am just starting it, but I love the tone. The author is honest about eating meat and his decisions and struggles. It's much more reader-friendly than Diet For A New America which was my bible when I was not eating meat. And there is information about fishing practices that are going to affect my meal choices. I did eat shellfish occasionally when I wasn't eating meat. But now, I just don't think I can. I love shrimp, but the cost of one pound of shrimp simply isn't worth it to me.
I also admire the author's decision to raise his son as a vegetarian. I didn't give my son meat until he had the full range of veggies and had tried tuna. He still isn't a fan of meat and chicken. He does love fish and that's something I'm going to have to figure out for the both of us.
I've explained my son's diet to a few people only to be met with blank looks. I know I live in a part of the country where red meat is king and organic is not mainstream so I expect those blank looks. But even telling others about it is at least planting a seed. I try to give my son organic as much as possible. It's hard to find here and very expensive. But he's happy and healthy not eating meat on a regular basis. I also don't give him milk or juice and sugar in very limited amounts. He drinks water and about every 3 months since one year old, he's had diluted juice. I've given him milk twice. The first time, he spit it out. The second, he drank some. But the cost of organic milk is too high to make this an option. He does eat organic yogurt for breakfast every morning and eats beans. And to say that he loves his cottage cheese would be an understatement. If only I could find organic cottage cheese!
I'm curious about what the rest of this book will bring and the changes it will make it my life and those around me.

Sunday, January 24, 2010


My son is growing by leaps and bounds mentally. He was just impressing me by knowing to tuck clothes that were bursting out of a drawer down since the drawer wouldn't shut. Then he went over to the lamp and tried to turn that off. He's still not really talking though. He calls all drinks "ditz" and has just starting saying "No" along with shaking his head. It's very cute despite the fact that I'm not sure he really knows what he is saying.
Yesterday, he finished his plate, looked down and noticed it was a monkey face and roared. Good try! I make roar sounds when we read so I'm sure he just got the monkey face confused with a lion. Heh.
We got him a booster chair yesterday and he's loving it. It was time to move him out the high chair and into a big boy chair. Oh, and he is the king of knowing how to wipe his snotty nose as well as being able to go get wipes when asked. He also likes to clean off things with his wipes, like his HUGE belly.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

I'm sad, mad and grumpy all at once. But my son somehow put water rings around his ankles and shuffled in to make me smile. Thanks, Nana Leslie for those rings I thought he wouldn't need for years to come. He did sooner! Now he is reading me a book. My little man is growing up!